Not Alone

This picture was drawn about a year ago... as a gift for my wife (technically "girlfriend" but I loved her so much I referred to her as a wife)... but that was back then.

That is me holding her hand... as she's dressed up as one of her OCs.

Decided to upload this because I had a dream of her about a week ago.

In the dream, we were sharing the same bed. Her back was turned and she was crying. I was embracing her from behind and holding her hand and comforting her.

Very strange of me to dream of her. Relationship ended maybe a few months ago. And we've long parted ways. Not in good terms though. I remember she had this burning hatred of me (probably still has). And at this point perhaps... she will deny we even had any sort of relationship.

Just as the one I loved before her. It all ended up in flames.

Scary scary cycle, eh... and God knows if the next woman I will love (or if ever I will ever get into a relationship again)... will break the cycle. But I dont care anymore.

Thats why I got this very laid back attitude towards relationships. I dont care anymore.

Because I know that it is always a possibility.

The cold hard blatant truth... that just because today you mean everything to your partner... it is not a guarantee that tomorrow or next week or next month or next year... that things will remain the same.

Thats why I'm happy being single.

That is why I trust in GOD. Because Jesus promised in Matthew 28:20 that he will be with his disciples until the end of time. As long as you accept Jesus as Lord and Savior and keep his commandments, he will never abandon you.

You will never be alone.

Hehehe...


/end rant

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The above was written on Oct 19, 2011.  Today is Jan 5, 2017 and its been 5 years together with the girl I met after the girl who broke my heart talked about in the above rant.  

Time to move and look forward into the future because you never know what will happen.  I found the love of my life after heartbreak, who is now my wife of almost 4 years.  

God bless.  
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